Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Owen's Cardiac Plan (as of today)

My head has been spinning as I load up on research about possible cardiac outcomes for Owen.  My main goal is to give him the best quality of life possible.  The results from his most recent cardiac catherization shows his pressures to be too high to qualify for the last staged palliative surgery for his single ventricle anatomy. The biggest issue he has is his tricuspid valve stenosis and regurgitation.  Owen has already had two valve repairs and the final consensus is that it isn't going to get any better.

I spoke with Dr Stock at Owen's cardio appointment today about "options".  I hate to compare Owen to other kids dealing with HLHS, but the reality is that he is one of the "sicker" ones.  Kids with the Glenn (2nd staged palliative surgery for single vents), are not meant to live into their teens or adulthood.  The circulation is not ideal for growth and he just isn't getting enough oxygenated blood to his lungs.

When I posed the question to our team at Stanford about the age of their Glenn patients, I was told the oldest they see are in their older single digits.  If they don't qualify for the next staged surgery, they move forward with transplant. 

I get asked all the time.. Why not just move forward with Transplant?

Heart transplantation is not a cure all.  It is taking one heart defect and replacing it with another.  Heart transplant patients are always at risk for rejection, cancers and coronary artery disease.  The way I have heard it put is "it's like placing a ticking time bomb."

Owen is also at higher risk of rejection due to his high PRA levels.  His antibodies are highly sensitized and when listed for a heart, his antibodies will cause voids on his listings.  So not only will he need a blood type "B" heart, but he can't accept from 60-80% of the donor population.  That significantly decreases the number of donor hearts.

If that weren't tough enough to digest, Owen is getting to an age where finding a heart is the most difficult!  They match donor hearts to the size of the recipient.  Owen is getting too big to accept a donor heart from a small baby or toddler, but it too small to accept a donor from an adult.  There just aren't as many school aged children that have "accidents"... which is just so hard to even write. 

Each week, the cardiac team at Stanford meets to discuss individual cases.  Owen was discussed at last weeks conference with a group of 40 cardios and surgeons, including Dr Hanley (Owen's surgeon).  They unanimously agreed that Owen will most likely never become a Fontan candidate.  Even if he were to find a way to "squeak" by with a successful Fontan, which they don't foresee, the post Fontan quality of life would be difficult and short lived. 

With that said, they are moving forward with discussing him at Transplant conference in the next two weeks.  Their concern is that Owen is maxed out on heart failure treatments at this time.  There is no additional medications or oxygen therapy that can be used that he is not already on.  When, not if, he starts to decline, it will be quick and time will be limited.  That was no surprise to hear, but considering the information I just listed above, we don't want to waste valuable time. 

The main topic of discussion is going to the right time to list him for a heart.  They need to discuss frequency and timing of IVIG treatments to help get his antibody levels down.  They need to discuss the option of letting us wait for a heart in Phoenix with medical transportation available to get us to Stanford immediately if a heart does become available.  They need to discuss when they want to see Owen next for followup.

On the upside.. Owen continues to do better than ever!!  I really hope we can get another year or two out of his existing heart, but don't want to run out of time and options.  Do we get a second opinion from Boston Children's or CHOP regarding his Tricuspid Valve?  Do we discuss PRA's and transplant with other centers?  I have full trust in Stanford, but when discussing life or death options about my son, I really do want a "You have exhausted all options" from another top cardiac center as well.   A simple.. "we agree with the path you are taking.."

We are so grateful for the three additional years we have had with Owen's existing heart.  When I look back to early 2009, we were pursuing transplant at UCLA and Owen was already undergoing antibody treatments.  If it weren't fro the 2nd opinion obtained from Stanford, he wouldn't have had these three extra years with his heart.  I won't give up the fight to get all the information I can to make the right decision for Owen. 

All your prayers and "good vibes" over the next couple months are appreciated. Big decisions will be made from both our team at Stanford, obtaining a second opinion and that we will find the best treatment for Owen moving forward. 

Thanks for all your love and support over the last four years!! It has been such an amazing journey and we are so blessed.

19 comments:

Unknown said...

Beautifully said. I can't imagine what you're going through... Know that we are sending love and prayers and hoping for new knowledge/research. ((hugs))

Heart Mommy said...

When you say Owen is one of the sicker HLHS is an optimistic understatement!!! He has had such an incredible journey and he is such a sweet boy! I am thankful that we all have different roads and that we can learn so much from ya'll! I am sending love and prayers your way!!!

The mom of 4 monkeys! said...

I will contniue to pray for Owen, his doctors, and your family!

Pete, Ali, Charlie and Rosie said...

Thoughts, prayers and positive vibes coming your way Andrea. I think we have a few older kids over here who haven't had their Fontan surgery (for various reasons). I know at least one boy who is around 12-13. Keep hoping and fighting - you are one amazing mama and your little Owen is a very special boy. xxx

dmg said...

My heart dropped for you Andrea. I have come to love you and Owen as we follow and share in your journey. You guys are always in our prayers and we will pray even more for you and that wonder boy of yours.

Deanna

Kathy said...

Andrea...I just can't imagine. I'm with you on the 2nd opinions. I love Stanford with all my heart... but, another opinion will ease your heart.

We always and will continue to keep your family in our prayers.

(I hope as you typed all this, that he was running through the house with his hulk hands!)

Stefenie said...

Ok.....tears in my eyes after reading this. Oh Andrea, I am not sure where to even begin. You are such an amazing mom doing everything you can for Owen. I admire that. {{{HUG}}} I will be putting my beloved prayer warriors to work for your family! Always here for you dear friend!

Subrina said...

Oh Andrea! I'm so sorry and my prayers goes out to you and your family! I wouldn't want anyone going through the hurdles or issues and not to mention the scariness that we went through while waiting for Chase's new heart but I also wouldn't change it for the world! You are one strong momma! If u need anything at all or just need to talk I'm here for you! You are the best advocate for Owen and know him best! You will make the best decision for him, just follow your heart! Xoxoxo

Kate said...

Hey Andrea. I hated reading today's post, but I am so glad to hear Owen is feeling so good. Our kiddos are so much stronger than we ever give them credit. Take care and we will continue to pray for you all.

melissa said...

Andrea, I can imagine the bittersweet emotions running around in your heart. While we can be thankful for the many treatment options available for our children, it is so difficult for them (and us) to endure the endless surgeries. We are praying for Owen and his family and also the doctors as they make decisions involving his future. *Hugs*

Jessi said...

Praying. Cannot imagine what a difficult discussion this was/is for you! Praying for the best decision to be made by all and praying that Owen continues to do well!

Andrea Gunnell said...

I will be thinking about and praying for Owen. He is so lucky to have you for his Mother! You are amazing!

Katie said...

I agree with everyone here--you are such a remarkable mom and Owen is one incredible kid. Praying!

Michelle The Heart Mom Chronicles said...
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Michelle The Heart Mom Chronicles said...

So sorry to hear of this news. Please know that Owen and your family will be in my prayers as you find a path for your sweet boy. Lots of hugs and prayers.

Michelle
http://www.withallmyhearts.blogspot.com

Michelle The Heart Mom Chronicles said...

So sorry to hear of this news. Please know that Owen and your family will be in my prayers as you find a path for your sweet boy. Lots of hugs and prayers.

Michelle
http://www.withallmyhearts.blogspot.com

Jenny said...

Keeping your family in our thoughts and prayers Andrea. <3

Catie said...

Sometimes reading your blog I forget how very sick Owen is... You are such an inspirational family! Thank you for taking the time to contact the family I asked you about, also. Prayers for you & yours♥

Island Baby said...

Praying for Owen. Boston and CHOP are awesome places and I don't think a 2nd and 3rd opinion from them could hurt. It would certainly give you some peace of mind hopefully.