I received a phone call at around 5:30 this evening from the amazing Dr Marx at Boston Children's. I just have to begin with saying that he is one of the most kind hearted, humble, caring doctors I have ever had the pleasure of speaking with. One of a kind.
About six weeks ago, I contacted Dr Marx via email. I gave him the run down on Owen's cardiac history and asked him if he would review Owen's case for a second opinion. The entire team at Boston Children's comes highly recommended as they are the top cardiac center in the nation. He immediately replied to my email and asked me to send him some medical documents.
I sent his most recent cath report, echo, ekg, labs and clinical notes from Stanford. He called me on Sunday, the 5th of the month and let me know that he had a chance to fully review everything and was just going to speak with Dr Del Nido, their head cardiothorasic surgeon, before giving me his opinion.
I have been anxious to get this call. As we prepared to list Owen for transplant over the past weeks, I have been so stressed. The thought of moving forward with transplant has had me a ball of nerves. I just wanted confirmation that we are making the right decision and have exhausted all other surgical options for his heart.
I received that confirmation today.
Dr Marx and Dr Del Nido had the chance to review Owen's records last week, and again last night. They took their time on his case and wanted to make sure there was nothing they were missing. I will do my best to explain here.
Here is a picture of Owen's current heart anatomy. The blue part is his Right Atrium, Tricuspid Valve and Right Ventricle. The red part is his non existent Left Ventricle.
Owen's Tricuspid Valve has always been severely leaking. It backs up into his Right Atrium and that is why his heart is so dialated and enlarged. We have tried on several occasions to repair the leaky valve, but it always reverts back to severe regurgitation. The last valve repair was done by Dr Hanley at Stanford in Feb 2011 and he is one of the best surgeons. His tricuspid valve has remained at a moderate regurge, but also has a mild/mod stenosis due to the scar tissue on the valve leaflets. It is only going to get worse with time.
I was hoping that Dr Del Nido could repair the valve in some way, but here is how Dr Marx explained it. Owen's right ventricle (which is the single ventricle that he has) has a moderate dysfunction. It doesn't squeeze and relax fully. If we fix his valve and get it working perfectly, which is not probable, then it will still continue to leak over time because his right ventricle function is not working perfectly. So the valve is leaking because of the moderately depressed function. So, this rules out a valve repair because you can't fix one issue and not the other.
Currently, the only way to improve the ventricle function on a single ventricle patient is by medicine therapy. Dr Marx agreed that Owen is on the highest doses possible of every medicine out there. There is nothing we could change to improve his function.
Dr Marx continued on to give me a possible surgical option because that is was the team at Boston does.. they try to find a way to give hope. There is a surgical procedure that can be done where Dr Del Nido can band (almost with a rubberband) off his right ventricle to decrease the dilatation of the ventricle. Then he can go in and attempt to repair the valve further. The risk? They have only done this one time on one patient. There is no research, data, or success rates to go off of. The infant that had this procedure done is doing great, but that doesn't mean that Owen will do well with it.
Another issue was that there is no guarantee that even with this surgery, that Owen would ever be a candidate for the Fontan in the future.
The next issue with this surgical option is that if surgery doesn't work out in his favor, we are out of options. He could possibly end up on ECMO and that is extremely dangerous for Glenn anatomy patients. The candidacy for transplant could also be eliminated. It's a big risk. Dr Marx said it is something that we should only consider if we are thinking "we will do anything to avoid transplant."
I went on to ask him his honest opinion if we are making the right choice to move on with transplant. Of course, doctors like to give different options to parents and leave the difficult choice up to us. He couldn't tell me either way what he would choose because both options come with high risk.
We talked about Owen's current status on the transplant list. He was very impressed that we are able to wait in Phoenix for a heart at Stanford. I felt like he genuinely cares about Owen's well being. My biggest concern being long term outcomes and quality of life. He was completely honest with me and said "I do not envy your decision, it is difficult."
Difficult indeed.
Dr Marx ended the conversation asking that I please keep in touch and send him emails on how Owen is doing. Both he and Dr Del Nido took an interest in Owen's case and I know they both put a lot of thought into what is best for him.
I am going to take some time to pray about things. I plan on talking to Dr Rosenthal, our cardio at Stanford. Right now, I feel like I got the confirmation I so desperately was searching for. I feel like we are going down the right path for Owen.
From the very beginning, in September 2007, when we found out at our ultrasound about Owen's heart, I have followed my heart. We had a couple surgeries at PCH, moved onto UCLA and CHLA for second and third opinions. Moved on from UCLA to Stanford. Now to Boston for their opinion. I have prayed. I have followed those answered prayers and we have had quite the journey. I never would have imagined in that ultrasound room 5 years ago, where we would be today! I am so grateful for the amazing boy we have, the woman I have become, the support my husband has provided and the sacrifices that Kamryn has made.
I know we are moving in the right direction. We just pray that a heart comes before his tired heart wears out. I forget how sick he is on a daily basis. When talking to Dr Marx tonight, he really laid it out there and my heart just broke. Leaky valves, poor function, lack of oxygen, trouble eating, easily winded... I forget that my fun spirited boy is so sick.
Please continue to pray for Owen in the upcoming months as we wait for a call.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
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16 comments:
You are such a wonderful mom, Andrea. I will continue to pray for him. God is Good!
Oh Andrea- I wish I could reach through the computer and fce you the biggest hug. You are the strongest momma I know. We are sending thoughts and prayers for your family always.
I read your blog daily and rarely have commented. I have a son who is getting ready to turn 7 and who has had some health issues recently. I am in awe at what a great mommy you are for Owen. God hand-picked you because He knew you would go to great lengths to find the best care for Owen. I cannot wait to see what your journey brings! I pray for Owen and your family a lot. Thank you for allowing us to follow your journey.
You are doing n excellent job and pray that a heart comes soon for him. I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you all. Glad Kampf is able to get back to dance again.
I have tears in my eyes reading this. I don't think ANYONE envy's being in your shoes and having to make these decisions. My heart goes out to you and praying for you!
Tears.... Sending fierce love your way! No words. Owen is our hero. Love!!
I'm glad you have been able to get the confirmation you needed. Such a tough decision but I'm sure it's easier when you feel like it's the right thing to do! Thoughts and prayers headed your way!
Dr. Marx sounds like the Angel you needed at this time. I know there will be many more Angels along the way who will advise you and care for Owen. Putting your mind to rest about doing the right thing will help you move forward without that added worry.
I am Praying for perfect timing and a perfect heart for your little super hero.
Please Quiet Andrea's mind and lessen her anxiety during this time of waiting. I turn Owen's situation over to Your care, confident that You will bring a quick and positive result according to Your will. Amen.
xoxo
I'm so sorry for what you are going through. Please know heart felt prayers are said for you and your family from Iowa.
Tracy
I'm glad you got the confirmation that you needed. Such a difficult decision... Continued prayers.
Jen
I so badly wish you and your family didn't have to go through this. Glad you heard some news and can begin sorting things out. Owen is a strong and darling boy...and I will send all the positive thoughts and prayers in your direction. You are an amazing woman.
Andrea, been following your blog for a very long time. Have never commented. I admire your hunger to live life fully every day. Now I hear your fear. I am joining you in praying for Owen, for a heart to quickly be provided, for a quick recovery and for a wonderful new life for Owen...and for peace for your family. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
Ronna
will say prayers
Oh Andrea this totally made me all sorts of teary eyed. What amazing doctors to take the time to look at Owen's case and personally call you. I am sure it was incredibly hard to listen to what they had to say but at the same time a sense of relief that you have the answer that you are currently on the right path. Praying right along with you my friend!!!
Always praying..and praying hard for Owen, for you, for your family. I applaud you for seeking more medical opinions, too. Especially from such top notch people. Whatever you settle with in your decision is always the right one.
Andrea,
My daughter was born with Pulmonary Atresia, ASD, and a reduced size right atrium. She was born in China and received her first surgery at age 18 months for a Glenn Shunt. I adopted her, knowing her condition, at age 3.5 ( after a 9 month wait for permission to come to China to get her). She had a Fontan procedure at almost age four, about six months after she came to the US. The past two years we have become aware of Fontan patients experiencing liver failure about ten years post-Fontan. So now we worry that in 4-5 years we are facing both a heart and liver transplant. I feel your pain on your decisions and agree that following your gut is the best way to go. Thanks for sharing your journey! Amanda in Atlanta
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